I feel terrible! Hospital maybe??New UPDATE!

[furrykidsmother]

I am so very sorry to hear all that you have been going through. The waiting and not knowing I am sure is very difficult and the fear of having to go through more tests, especially the bone marrow withdrawal, that does sound scary. Please know that you will be in my thoughts and lots and lots of good thoughts and prayers are on their way to you.

[anna_66]

After our talk this morning I felt so terrible for you. I can't imagine the constant pain you are living with every day and been have the last few years. Makes me think maybe my hurts aren't so bad after all.
I hope that if you have to stay in the hospital that it's not for long. If you sleep bad at home it's got to be much worse being there.

Lut, I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers hoping the pain of the tests are bearable for you.
Tell Indra to email with updates any time she feels.


Anna

[Kfamr]

So sorry you're not feeling well, Lut... please keep us updated and I hope you get some healing powers soon!

[Daisy and Delilah]

Lut, my heart is breaking for you. Oh how hard it is to endure what you're going through. I will pray for you really hard and I just hope that you're going to get better very soon

[catnapper]

Oh Lut (((hugs))))

I wish I could be there to help you through the scary parts. Thank goodness you do have the girls to help you through everything (and a caring hooman family too)

I'll be thinking about you and praying you finally get a diagnosis!

[rg_girlca]

Lut, I can only imagine what you must be going through. My heart goes out to you.

My prayers and positive thoughts are on the way.

Please try to keep the faith and keep up a positive attitude that the doctors will be able to help you with your pain.

((((((HUGS))))))

[Lizzie]

Lut,

I've only been reading your posts for a few weeks, but those have been so engaging that I feel I know you a little already and that has made reading your news very upsetting.

It's horrible to move from our own comfortable environment into that of a hospital (I feel that way even though I used to be a nurse) and suddenly feel powerless, constantly facing the unkown and the painful known. When I was facing major surgery, I bought myself a very expensive and glamorous ivory silk dressing gown to take to the hospital. Very impractical, I know, and I couldn't really afford it. But it made me feel as though I was stamping my personality onto an environment in which I would become just another patient, no matter how good the hospital. Having been through this kind of thing before, I'm sure you will remember to take things from home with you to remind you that you are going home when they've finished the tests. Perhaps you can take one of the cats' small toys with you to hold while they do the tests?

Please ask your daughter to keep us updated. We will want news and become anxious if we don't hear anything. Perhaps posting here will take her mind off what will be a distressing time for her also. I'm really glad you have close family to support you and to hold onto.

Hang tough! But don't hold back on asking for medication to help you through everything. My best wishes for as speedy a visit to the hospital as possible and the most hopeful results from your test.

[jenluckenbach]

Sweet Lut, my dear friend, I will pray for you every moment. If I could do more I would certainly do so. PLEASE try to continue to keep your spirits up. May any tests you need be painless and conclusive so treatment can begin.

{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}

[Sonia59]

Lut I don't know what to say. You are definitely in my thoughts, everyday.

Whatever it is I hope you will know it soon and that they will find the best treatment for you.

You have a fantastic family to take good care of you, and four great nurses. PT family is with you too. Keep us posted. You know that you can e-mail or phone me.

(((((HUGS)))))

[Pawsitive Thinking]

Dear Lut

Special thoughts heading your way - sorry I missed you on msn today. Thinking of you sweetie xx

[AlleyCat]

I'm so sorry you haven't been feeling so hot for a while now. I know a doctor/hospital visit doesn't sound great, and I sincerely hope they find a solution with as little pain as possible. Hugs to you, and you know us on PT will be thinking of you !!

[catfamily]

I'm so very sorry for all this coming at you.I also have had major surgerys but what's going on with you seems far worse.I hope everything turns for the better and of course I'll be sending prayers your way.Thank god for our pets to help us deal with our sad chapters in our lives.Let's hope all the tests are negitive and you feel better real soon.

[Maya & Inka's mommy]

Thank you, dear friends!! I knew it, this is the best place to ask for good thoughts It is 10 pm here now.Normally I don't go to bed this early, but I am so tired.... guess I have been worrying contantly
Nighty night dear friends!

[Edwina's Secretary]

My thoughts and best wishes are with you Lut!

[sandragonfly]

oh my dear lut... not you. loss at words! - I only can think you've been going through h*ll. big, big gentle hearty bearhug to you from me, I know it wouldn't wand your pains away but do know you're definitely in my thoughts and absolutely in prayers. please, please to have someone update for you if you can't be around.

hugging the way you always hug!


hang in there dear!