Someone decide for me!!

[king2005]

Audrey, I know what your talking about (being uncomfy with a friends behavior). I still regret going to the so called, drug & sex/perv free party I know what these people were like (most of the time) & they said they would behave just for me. Well I was stuck in the middle of nowhere, had NO clue where I was, so I felt trapped The house was full of fumes of god knows what & people playing with eachother *barf*

In my personal opinion, I would say stay home, as you wont feel comfy the whole trip worring what shes going to do or get you into unwillingly.



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If you still want to go on a trip (if you decided not to go to the above trip), you know your still 100% welcome to come to the zoo with us on june 24-25 (the planes are cheaper in june, then in july or aug) & since I have met you & know your not an axe murderer, you can sleep on the couch or bring an air mattress & sleep in the 3rd bedroom in private, so you don't have to stay in a hotel.

[dukedogsmom]

I think you should wait and do something you know you would enjoy. I have a feeling you would be miserable. If you're dreading planning it, chances are, you wouldn't have a lot of fun.

[slleipnir]

I never do anything because someone else is doing it (if I don't want to) all I ment is, I don't know that I want to be around it.

I would love to go to Florida, but I would have to take Zeke...and I don't know how to do it. I want to go somewhere away from canada/us area. I want to see clear water with white sand. Hey Kay, why don't you come too so I won't be alone hehe

Everything is on the resort, so I wouldn't need to worry about her leaving me somewhere or whatever.

Honestly, I can't seem to feel right about going. It's like a bad feeling. I'm sure they will have an awesome time...and I'm sure I'll say "dang, I wish I went" but I can't seem to feel good about it. Seeing I can't seem to decide, I think it's best I don't go. I really want to travel with friends, she is my own "friend" here. I wish I knew someone else I could go with I would so love to go to ohio, florida or utah again...but I don't see how I can go without Zeke. I loved my time I went in Nov, but it was extremely upsetting to have no dog. I don't see how I'll see anyone again, because I can't seem to get him on a plane!!!