I mostly fear for my parents being alone, or anyone I love being alone. maybe thats cause of my fear of being alone. but we've had a question before of something like "would you want to die first or someone you love first"

I really don't have an answer, I could first but how could I leave somebody alone? But if they went first, how would I survive being alone?

I wish my mom would find someone good, to take care of her so I don't have to worry so much. Welive an hour apart.