Oh QSA my heart goes out to you and I understand so much how you feel about loosing sweet Lola, you made a big difference in her life and she knew you loved her and that she was special, I am so sad to hear she has left for the Rainbow Bridge, maybe Lola and Zara are happily playing together,infact I am sure they are two sweet lil ferals having the time of their lives, chasing butterflies and playfighting with each other. HUGS to you I know your heart aches right now but just want you to know i am thinking of you and Lola will never be forgotten.