Thanks all, everything everyone has said has made sense and I already knew the pros and cons and that it just is not right timing, for one reason or another i just have to wait for my tortie girl and be happy i have the two lovely precious furbabies I do have, Ash is at the age where he is going to need extra care, maybe special diet whatever so he has to take top priority and I want to be able to offer that to my Lexie as she ages as well, I think two is my limit , even that is a struggle at times, I have ongoing health problems that cost me as well, so I just have to be darn sensible, still does not stop me wanting though does it lol, my dream of owning a tortie girl will come true oneday in the future that i am sure of , and I just have a feeling she is going to extra special that girl.

Jen just wait until i can get pics posted of these sweeties, I have had trouble uploading on PT, it just won't happen, I am sending pics to Lisa and hopefully she might beable to post them if not I will be asking for some help from others here , I still cannot decide which one is the cutiest, to be honest I love them all dearly, each one is cute in their own way , the biggest boy is probably my favourite to look at, but I am still drawn to the Tortie girl who i have a feeling is going to be a lap cat too, they are all lovely and tame and used to handling and humans, not like vickys kittens who hissed and spat and had not been tamed at all, so they will be lovely pets, vicky's babies are fine now too, and two in new homes, isn't that what makes one's day purrfect.