Thank you , your words of comfort help me tremendously, QSA Zara had another kitten but sadly it was dead in the fence, i think she was a first time mum and was not that good at it, so we only rescued her one baby girl, and yes i was thankful to beable to bury her too, that meant a lot to me, she is beside my sweet Sootie.

My heart is still heavy, woke up with that awful feeling you experience in your stomach, you know the one, but I will have to concentrate on the mama and her babies and Vicky and make sure they are still ok, they came over this morning for a feed, the owner does feed them, but i don't feel enough, so i supplement their food and make they both get a nice big plateful, mama needs it as she is feeding and is always very hungry, i am going to de-worm her, and that should help, she has been deflead as are her babies.

I have to stick in with the owner so i can go over and check on the kittens, as they are in her verandah now, at least they have shelter there which is something, i am counting down the days until i can grab them and spay Duchess., it seems forever, i want them safe NOW.

Gosh i miss lil Zara so much, her pretty face appearing over the fence, she was so beautiful, i hope she really did know that i loved her so, i really do.