Carole, the tears are flowing from Pittsburgh. Carole, don't think of rescuing Zara as a failure, because you gave the most that she ever had in her life, care, comfort and love, something she'd never have in the wild. I know you miss her terribly, but you're right, a part of Zara will live in the wee one. I know your sorrow is deep right now, but here are Pittsburgh {{{{HUGS}}}} for you.