Donna I just keep asking myself why did this have to happen, this little girl had lived as a feral for over a year, I feel bad that she had to go through all this trauma of surgery and being caged only to loose her life a couple of weeks if that later, it seems all so pointless, I know i was not to know this would happen, but now I wish I had never put her through it all, it was tough for her and she was so scared but oh so well behaved., I know had she lived her life would have been better not having to have kittens,it just is so darn unfair, why now of all times, why at all?????I am so heartbroken, i had formed such a bond with her, that was unique and special from any other cat, because she was a feral girl, and had begun to trust me., I still cannot believe she is gone.