I really need a hug right now.....

[moosmom]

Oh Carole!

I am at a loss for words! After all you've done for her. How sad. Please, do NOT blame yourself! This was a tragic accident and you did all you could for that precious little girl. She was very fortunate to have you in her life, no matter how short it was.

RIP my sweet Zara. Godspeed to the RB.

[carole]

Donna I just keep asking myself why did this have to happen, this little girl had lived as a feral for over a year, I feel bad that she had to go through all this trauma of surgery and being caged only to loose her life a couple of weeks if that later, it seems all so pointless, I know i was not to know this would happen, but now I wish I had never put her through it all, it was tough for her and she was so scared but oh so well behaved., I know had she lived her life would have been better not having to have kittens,it just is so darn unfair, why now of all times, why at all?????I am so heartbroken, i had formed such a bond with her, that was unique and special from any other cat, because she was a feral girl, and had begun to trust me., I still cannot believe she is gone.

[tatsxxx11]

Oh, I'm so, so sorry, Carole I know how such a loss touches a dear heart as yours. But please, don't blame yourself. Little Zara was so lucky to have had a special friend like you. She left this world knowing someone loved her I'm so sorry... HUGS to you friend. And may God bless dear, precious Zara.

Love, Sandra

[carole]

Thank you all for the kind words, and Karen your words brought the first smile to my face today, I can just imagine that cheeky beautiful face of her's hiding behind the clouds, she indeed was a lovely girl, so sad she never knew the real love of a human, only mine for a short time, and that she did not quite understand, still i take comfort in knowing that.

I know my rescue attempts are no failure, as there are going to be ten kittens that now have a chance of finding wonderful homes, and Vicky and Duchess will hopefully have better lives, longer than poor Zara.

[Alysser]

That's so terrible! It's not your fault at all though. I hope she didn't suffer. The sad truth is she was lucky she lasted over a year. Ferals don't make it that long. Which stinks!

[Oggyflute]

Sorry for your loss Carole, it's never pointless to give love to an animal or person even, that's in need.

[LoudLou]

Carole, so sorry for the loss of sweet Zara.

((((((((((((( HUGS ))))))))))))))