I really need a hug right now.....

[K9karen]

Carole, love, you did a wonderful thing for Zara. So many people wouldn't care less because she was just "feral". You were loving, and caring and I have no doubt in my mind that Zara knew it. Know in your heart she "felt" every ounce of love you had for her. You were both blessed to have found each other. There's no explanation why things happen the way they do. Pictures or not, you have lovely memories forever. My thoughts and prayers are with you during your sadness.

[carole]

,I had such high hopes of taming Zara, she was letting me get so close to her, I figured when that neighbour left she would not take her even though i had asked her to, and she would be my girl, I would have taken as best care of her that i could, now i will not have the chance, everytime i think of her and see her in my mind I just cannot stop crying, i never knew myself how much i loved that wee girl.

She was one of the prettiest cats i had ever seen, I will describe her as best I can, she was white with these lovely black splotches on her back,and she had this lovely black stripe down her nose, the rest of her was white, and the most gorgeous eyes ever, almond shaped with like heavy black liner on them, she always blinked them alot at you, just like my Lexie., you know two of Duchess's kittens are almost spitting images of her except they do not have the black stripe on their wee noses.,her own kitten was nothing like her except they all have this little cute markings on their bottom lip, seems to be in the family as each cat has it and Zara's kitten did too, quite distinctive they were.

I have not seen Zara's kitten since we took it to the shelter and it was in a foster home, I really feel the need to see her more than ever now, so I must find out the foster mother's name and address and see if I can see her.

It is so dumb I keep looking out the window expecting to see her on the fence waiting for a feed, and when i fed the other two tonight it was hard knowing lil Zara was not going to be there,poor Victoria also lost her daughter tonight, but she is so busy with her mother's kittens helping out I don't know that she really knows what has happened or where Zara is.