Carole, love, you did a wonderful thing for Zara. So many people wouldn't care less because she was just "feral". You were loving, and caring and I have no doubt in my mind that Zara knew it. Know in your heart she "felt" every ounce of love you had for her. You were both blessed to have found each other. There's no explanation why things happen the way they do. Pictures or not, you have lovely memories forever. My thoughts and prayers are with you during your sadness.