The tears are welling in my eyes as I try to find words of comfort for you. Your poor mother has so much on her right now, and you do as well. My heart aches for your entire family. Please try to keep Faith, as God is still in control, and will strengthen and guide you all through this very difficult time.
Don't apologize for sharing this with us, I think I can speak for all of us here, that we truly want to be here for you, if only to listen and share.

((((HUGS))))
Kim