Please pray for me

[finn's mom]

Hey, everyone. Jessica wanted me to let you all know how very much she appreciates all of your thoughts and prayers. She really needs them right now, and, she regrets not being able to come on here and explain things to all of you that are concerned. Once things become a bit clearer, she'll be back online to thank all of you and to let you know how things are going. It's all about good timing, though, it really is. And, right now just isn't a good time. So, keep the prayers and good thoughts coming, she's reading them and is genuinely moved by everyone's concerns. Kari

[NoahsMommy]

Jessica,

You remain in my prayers, honey.

I'm not sure what's going on, but if I've learned anything with all I've been through...if you're having trouble holding onto your faith because of whatever is going on, stay close to your friends that can pray for you. He can fix ANYTHING.

Hugs,
Kelly

[carole]

Jessica I am sorry to hear that things are not going smoothly for you right now, and just know that your are in our thoughts and we hope that whatever life has brought you, that somehow you can find a way to get through it all, we are all here for you to offer our support, and love, HUGS sweetie, and I sure hope things are getting better for you. TAKE CARE.

[Logan]

Jess,

I sent you an email yesterday, and you don't need to respond. Just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you constantly. Woke up at 4 am and couldn't go back to sleep and instead of getting up and doing something, I just talked to God about you and asked him to please watch over you during this rough time.

Love you,
Logan

[K9soul]

There just aren't any adequate words to place a value on the friendship and outpouring of caring and support I have received from many of you. Honestly, I am not sure where I'd be at without the strength some of you have helped me to find. It's still very difficult for me to share a lot about what is going on, but I also think it is probably pretty obvious that it has to do with my marriage. I still can't go a lot into the very personal aspects of it, I've never had the ability to easily pour my heart out in a public setting when it comes to personal pains. Suffice it to say, I've been blinding myself to some things, and things have been held back on both our parts due to wanting to avoid the pain that's going on.

I know many will wonder about something in particular, so I will say it straight out, there has been no affair involved in this. As of today, we're in a talking phase, now that I've managed to get more of a grip and find the ability to stay calm (at least around him). But I'm frightened, crushed, and hurt beyond the scope of any words to describe. I'm scared to death, of just everything right now. I know some of you have experienced various things of a similar nature, and have an idea of what it's like. It's the initial shock that scars you.. when you think things are good, and learn they aren't. A shock like that is something stays in your heart forever, even after things have resolved in whatever way they will.

Please just keep me in your thoughts and prayers. I'm so emotionally vulnerable right now, but I'm getting all the help I can. Thank you. Thank God for people like you out there.

Jess

[Logan]

You are SO loved, Jess.

[Ginger's Mom]

Jess, I too woke up thinking about you this morning (though not as early as Logan). You are a very strong and caring person Jessica, and I know that you will be able to get through whatever is coming your way. I will continue to keep you in my thoughts and prayers. {{{Hugs}}}

[finn's mom]

Honestly, I am not sure where I'd be at without the strength some of you have helped me to find.

Jess, you said it all right there. If you didn't have the strength in you to begin with, no amount of love from anyone is going to implant it. You are a strong personk, even if you are vulnerable right now. The fact that you can articulate that shows strength lacking in many people. If it takes a hundred of us to keep telling you it's there, and, to help you pull from your inner strength, you know we'll keep on it. I'm glad that you were able to post, Jess. Thank you. Kari

[beeniesmom]

I know you will make it through this difficult time.
Hugs