I just read this, and I am really keeping you in my prayers! Be strong, I know that you can do this! (((((HUGS))))) I remeber that, all though I was fairly new at the time, I was very concerned for you.
Gina, good luck, and may God be watching over you this whole time. Just remember, he can't hurt you...he will be guarded, and he is going to go to jail for good.

Prayers, hugs, and thoughts are on the way to you Gina!
Steph and Jes