Wow, Jaime, that is a lot to deal with. I hope your baby is completely healthy, as I know that is the only thing I care about as far as having kids one day. Just make them healthy. I know you must be so scared, I can't even imagine what that wait is going to be like. I can understand why you'd feel responsible, even though you know you shouldn't. I'd probably feel the same way. I hope everything is normal in the test. But, I'm looking forward to seeing your baby, regardless or the results, as I know he will be loved unconditionally.