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Don't forget to breathe --- sometimes when you feel so overwhelmed, it helps to lie down (or sit back in your chair) for a minute, close your eyes, and breathe deeply, exhale all the air you can, and take another long deep breath. When you're calm, things look so much better. People have given you some wonderful advice, and lots of prayers that things will improve are coming your way.
"Don't give up before the miracle" Hang in there sweetie!