Oh my goodness. This is so upsetting. My heart goes out to you and your husband honey. I will have you both in my thoughts and prayers. You had to get it out so you did the right thing. Holding it in could have made you feel worse. Please stay strong for you and your husband. I've been through alot of hardship in my life too so feel free to PM me anytime if you need someone to talk to. Please don't give up. There are alot of wonderful people here for you. You're not alone. {{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}

Terry