Originally posted by caseysmom
Your last paragraph is very troubling. Even contemplating suicide is not a good thing. Your husband would be horrified if you did that to "help" him. He would probably lose all his will to live...he needs you for as long as he can have you, each minute is precious.
I've thought of this too. It is a major struggle. I just feel so powerless and can't help but think that there is someone out there who can support him better than I can.