Paula,

I am sorry you're going through this This is not your fault okay? I know you said you don't want to go to counseling, but they'll help you and things are confidential between you and the counselor unless they feel like they have to report something(like something like this) just try to stay away from your parents when they get angry, go to your room or something, go walk Lexi or visit with Skye. (((((((many hugs))))))))) You know I am here for you.