I decided to do something about my sadness and the way things are going in my life. I had to re evaluate what I do not like about my life.

I do know that I want to move out of Oklahoma, the land of the boring. Anyway, I am hoping to move to Washington, maybe get a place in the country so I can have the space and freedom to garden if I want, and to own horses. Of course Star would love the open space as well. I want to settle down and start a family. Of course moving takes time and money, not to mention, my sister is having a baby this summer and I want to be here for it. After that though, we're outta here. Now until we have the money, I am going to be taking some classes at a near by school. The one I enrolled in is a painting class. This will get me out of the house and among people, since I rarely leave the house other than to workout. I know it's just a small change but it's something to look forward to.

I also know that my ultimate goal in my life is to open a no kill animal shelter. Animals have played such a big role in my life and in a positive way, I want to give back.

I appreciate all of your kind words and wisdom. It really does help to have you guys. Thank you so much.

Annie