That's another thing... the guilt she puts us through.


I don't have to be here right now. I could call my dad this second and tell him that I want him to come and get me. But I feel this overwhelming guilt that I have to be here... but my dad tells me that I don't ever have to be at one or the other if I don't want to. I just feel so guilty and like a horrible person if I tell my mother I don't want to stay with her.

If my dad did say something to her about it, she wouldn't listen. She never has.