I am really sorry to hear that you have this. I know how it is to get diagnosed with something similar. When I was diagnosed with Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome, I went through all the emotions out there. I couldn't believe it was me they were telling this to. Now, I am taking medicine for it and I'm doing okay. I just tell myself that I am thankful for being able to wake up in the morning, to walk, to breathe, to see, and to enjoy life. You'll be fine. Just take care! and if you need to talk, feel free to PM me anytime.