You have my every prayer because I know the struggle you are going through. I was diagnosed with type 1 at the age of 21 and it was truly life altering. You'll probably go through every emotion possible while you try to adjust. But it does get easier and better. You'll feel better emotionally if you can keep your sugars under control. It is emotionally and physically exhausting to have fluctuating sugars that go from high to low to high, etc.

I am assuming you have type 2? I have type 1 and am insulin dependent, but a lot of what we go through will be similar. Please feel free to contact me any time if you have any questions or just need to vent! I know there are numerous others here with the disease and I'm sure they'll offer their support as well.