I don't know what to say but thanks to everyone who posted. I'm still a little down, but I think I understand why a little better now and why I was more upset to see B.J. then the others. Both Cannilla and Brock passed on their own, Brock from heart failure and Cannilla from her cancer. B.J. I had to put down. Between that and now questioning Mooch's time left with me, (she going to be 19 soon), lose of friends, devoting so much to my zoo, that I have forgotten about me, I'm just burned out, I guess. I need some time, for what, I don't know, but I'll figure it out.


(P.S.-I don't know who B.J. is, and was unable to do a search with just the initials)
This was B.J. It under B.J. 1989-2003