I know what you mean. I can look at pictures of Tubby with no problem, but videos I just can't do....yet....and I don't know if I ever will be able to. I think it's because pictures are sort of an inert kind of thing. They don't move - they're just pictures - whereas videos make the dearly departed seem so real again and you remember all the little quirks like how they walked, how they lay to one side all the time, how they moved their head, etc. It just makes them all too real again.

You're not going nuts, you're just feeling down and missing your furry friends. Take whatever time you need to deal and we'll still be here for you when you're ready to come back.

{{{hugs}}}