I'm not dead set against pain meds- it's just an ideal for me
If the doc thinks that either I or Tyler will benefit from me getting some juice then I will go for it I have no fear of needles, I'm just being idealistic at the moment.
I know that I won't get an award for NOT using them, and I certainly don't look down on Mom's who have used drugs!!

But boy will "I am woman, hear me roar!" feel good to say if I CAN do a Pitocin induction without an epi

It's Tuesday today