this is NO fun, cass. gee, I always ask myself why bad things happen to good people.. you have done SO much for animals! so you should get YOUR freckles back! yes, you will get her back, but you'll be in my thoughts whenever you need them and hopefully it's her! (maybe she's running to pooka?) and your ...(no name)..., if he leaves you, then you deserve a better one! believe me...even a hug from me, (((cass))) - take care!!