Kay I admire you for trying so hard to become a vegetarian, it simply is not an easy task, if we were brought up from birth with no meat in our lives , it would be a piece of cake.

I also wish I could be a vegetarian, but realistically I know I just cannot do it, I too love chicken, I don't eat red meat as I find it too hard to digest, and am allergic to Fish, so if only I could give up the chicken, but I know I cannot.

Don't berate yourself sweetie, you gave it your best shot, which is more than I could accomplish.