Dear Kelly, a person can only be stretched so far, or so tightly - without feeling the tension and the pull eventually - and having it effect your health and those that care for you. The right decisions are rarely the easy ones and it sounds as if you have indeed thought long and hard over this one. You are loved, supported and always will be thought about with smiles. That's just a part of you. I look forward to seeing your smiling, beautiful face in a few months