Laura, Slick, Nom -

Thanks but I just don't see it.

To answer Lizbud -
I am way hard on myself. I recognize that's not always a good thing but I don't know how to "out grow it" so to speak. I find I am more forgiving and/or accepting of others but just can't do the same for myself.

I have a lot of mental haunts that I don't mind discussing but choose not to share publically. That said, if anyone wants to talk I'm open for PMs/Emails.