Oh Barbara, I'm so sad reading this and I know just what you mean. My Speckles is in the beginning stages of renal failure but she's holding on OK with a low-protein diet. I know it's not the same thing as what Filou has but don't give up hope. Filou is in good hands; try not to worry too much. Oh dear, what am I saying?? I'd be worried sick.

hugs to you
slick xo