OH Lisa, I feel your pain and frustration as I have been there and done that ..... and does it ever SUCK!

Keep your chin up and maybe the kitties will give you some chin scritchies. Keep a positive outlook and know that all of us here on PT are there for you as well as all your babies.

If you ever need to chat/talk or vent I'm just a PM away. I truely beleive that all things happen for a reason even if we don't see that reason right away. I'll keep you in my prayers that everything turns out OK.

To make you smile here is a picture of one of my babies that melts your heart....Abner sends his best.