i don't think you are a bad person. i think that if you were a bad pet owner as some may think then you wouldn't be on this forum and spoiling your pets. so you had to find homes for some of them, that's ok. i thought i was doing a good thing by finding a home for a puppy and she ended up being shot and got her legs cut off by the kids of the family i gave her to. there's nothing we can do now and that doesn't make me a bad person.