I am sorry to hear you are feeling so low, it is the worst feeling in the world, and unfortunately no-one can make it go away, but a kind word, some understanding can help a little, can you talk to your husband about it? and will he be supportive?

I think everyone suffers depression of some form in their life, we all have ups and downs, and one just has to decide whether it is just one of those episodes or whether it is at a point you seek professonial help, only you will know that, if you feel it is at that stage, my advice would be to seek medical help, sometimes we just struggle on and on when there is no need, and although pills are not a quick fix by any means, sometimes it is the only answer.

Now you take care of yourself, and I really hope you feel brighter as time goes on, remember we are all here for you anytime, most of us have been where you are at, and can empathise and give you lots of love and support.