I'm really scared, I need prayers

[Samantha Puppy]

I'm sorry if this is too much information but I'm really pretty scared at the moment.

This weekend, I came down with a bladder infection. I've had them before but I've never had one like this. I have been sleeping 14 hours a day and STILL feeling fatigued. I always feel like I have to go, even when I just went. And today, I noticed that there was blood in my urine. I called my doctor this morning (before the blood) and he called in a prescription for me but now I'm really scared because of the blood. Unfortunately, I'm phobic of hospitals and doctors so I don't want to check myself in there... My husband may have other plans. He's on his way home from work.

I am hoping I'll give it tonight on meds and that'll start helping right away. If not, I have a feeling I'll be watching the premiere of American Idol at the hospital. Aside from my back surgery when I was a baby, I've never been IN the hospital (admitted).

My heart is racing. Why am I such a baby??