Seeing a doctor can tell with blood tests if you have any kind of chemical or organic imbalances. Not all meds are bad some of us do NEED them to be our best . With out insulin a lot of us here on Pet talk wouldn't be here. If you are bi polar there are some things that can be done without drugs. Behavior some times is determined by how our bodies are working. If i get to high on my sugar count I'm an obnoxous sob, mouthy (not high now) , on those days I have to go home from work.
I don't want you to think I'm being mean but I lost a freind who was undianosed for Bi polar after the state kept taking her kids as she had them. She did commit suicide ,I don't want you to become that bad I couldn't take another person I know and care about to sink that deep. PLEASE PLEASE have adoctor check you out and tell him about everthing it could be part of a whole package that maybe a supplement could tale care of.