Oh believe me, I've learnt my lesson this time! But it still doesn't change the fact that things constantly go wrong. NOTHING goes right! I just feel so lonely. All my real friends are so far away. I just hate the world right now.


Carol, I honestly don't really want to talk to anyone. I just need a FRIEND right now, that's all, and I don't have one. Just a good friend to listen to me, not judge me, and forgive me when something goes wrong. I can't seem to find a person like that though. I don't know, maybe I should talk to someone, but I don't see how that will help with this.