I am just not feeling good lately. I'm been really sad, not sure if I'm depressed or not. I just feel so blah. Things with my friends have gotten worse. Everyone pretty much hates me. My boyfriend and I just broke up, which has been pretty hard on me. I don't know what to do with my life. I really don't. Everything is going wrong. I lack the motivation to even get up during the day. I usually stay up all night and don't go to bed until 9 am. I have absolutely zero energy, and really the only thing that makes me happy right now is Dylan. I just miss being with him, holding him, watching him sleep etc. I miss Justin so much, and I have screwed up my relationship with two people that I really cared for, and still do, and seeing them pissed at me and our friendship going downhill really saddens me. My good friend Kelsy is also moving away. She is the only female friend I've EVER trusted, and now she is leaving.I just don't know what to do anymore.
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