Tina when you get some medical help , you may well find that everything that seemed so bad or upset you either here or in your daily life, will seem to fade, and you will beable to put it all into perspective.

I wish you well for your future and hope that you will feel better soon,and continue to visit PT as often as you feel like it, I don't think anyone hates anyone here, its more a loving forum about our pets and lives, and although not everyone likes everyone, that is the norm in life isn't it? so cheer up and HUGS to you.