Please find someone to talk to about how you feel and learn how to direct that anger and fustration in ways that will not hurt anyone or YOU... I take it you are a teen and those are some hard years without all this added stuff. Find someone who can help you, someone who will listen and understand and who can help.

Just remember, NONE of this is YOUR fault.. You didn't create or cause any of it... Keep your head high and try to find some GOOD things in your life to consentrate on.. Everything will work out in the end and all that worry and anger will do is make you unhappy and sick...