That was so good to read that you are feeling much better today.
You are worthy Jen. You owe it to yourself to be happy.

Quoted by Jen:
Do you think it will work? I have been like this for a very long time.

Think positive thoughts, Jen and it will work and it also makes it easier when you like your counsellor.

Like I had said before, don't listen to the negative thoughts in your head, focus on the positive things in your life. Your love for Charlie and his love for you. The love you have for your furbabies and the unconditional love they have for you.
The love and support from your PT friends.

We all know you are such a kind, caring, loving person Jen.
No one is perfect. The sooner you ease up on yourself, the sooner it will get easier for you.

Big time (((((HUGS))))) still on the way for you.

Are you getting sore yet from all HUGS. because we aren't going to stop.