Don't kill yourself! Even though sometimes I thing the same... My friend's brother will through nails and videos at her! One time the phone was rining and she picked it up and she said "hello" like 10 times no one answered so she hung the phone up then her brother got mad and through a video at her had! Then she said her head started to bleed! She has cut herself! And then my other friends friend had tried to kill herself but before she died someone found her!