Jessica I can feel the fear and anguish in your post and I wish I could just reach out and (((hug))) you. My hubby went through this same situation back in 1985. He lost his job on Halloween day and was out of work until a week before Christmas. When he would come home from the unemployment office he was in a horrible depression. He said he felt like a loser even though it was in no way his fault. We prayed and prayed and friends prayed too. As it turns out one night a colleague that he had worked with at another company called out of the blue. We literally hadn't heard from this man in years. The company that this man was now working for needed someone and he remembered my hubby and thought he would be the right person for the job, not even knowing what situation we were in. Sometimes all we can do is pray, but when you think about it that is the most powerful thing we can do. Keeping you and your hubby in my prayers.