Please don't give up! See all the caring replies you have here at Pet Talk? We are all your friends, and you can pm me anytime. I have been through more than my share of sorrows and pains and disappointments and live with tremendouse physical and emotional challenges everyday-sometimes I just say I am tired, I want to quit, but I think of my beautiful children and my sweet pets and get through just one more day, so why don't you do like I am, take one day at a time, at the end of each day you can say, "Well, I made it through today," and then you do the same thing the next day and the next, and I I am confident that with you being so young, that things will get better and won't always be beating you down. I am a friend for you, and am hear to listen and help in amyway possible, and I see that I am not alone in that- You have many friends who feel the exact same way here at PT, so hang on, hang, one more day, one more day. God bless you!