Today is not a good day. I went and got a $10 game for my pc. I got it loaded and it wouldn't work, mean while my husband is at his pc playing the game he just got. I was very mad, upset, hurt and so on. Over a stupid game. Instead of keeping a clear head I got mad. I am still mad.

I know I have alot of issues that I need to work through. Those of you who are on medication, I have to apploud you for that. I my self hate taking pills. I had a very bad experence with them and now try to refuse to take them at all costs. I am curently on a few pills, that make my life a little better. Although they are suppose to help me medicly, I forget to take them or I remember and just don't feel like putting a pill down my throut.

I also try to refuse to go to see a doctor. I took a very hard fall at work on friday, I refused to tell the managers because I knew they would send me to a doctor. Since friday I have really bad back pains if I move a certain way. I know I should probably go in, but no matter what any one says I will refuse. I can not begin to tell you how much I dislike doctors. After one of them took my dad's life I refuse to let them take mine as well. Even though I know it was just 1 doctor out of how ever many we have in this word but still to me it doesn't matter.

Sorry about my rant. I am done now.

Katie