I am so lucky to have you guys to vent too.

Reading your posts have really made me feel better.

Noone outside PetTalk would understand, why me & Steve even bother with our own cats (let alone strays cats)

I am so pleased I found this community, you are the strong shoulder for our bad times and help to share in the joy in the good times.

I just couldn't believe Mr Stray was ill but at least he wasn't ill and out on his own until the end. At least his end was quick and painless. (Repeat until I believe it)

My sweet baby boy, I am so sorry, I could not find you the furrever home I promised you


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But logically we have picked up :-

: Caramel (PTS)
: Fleur, with her three kits (including Bramble) All tested clear and rehomed.
: Mr Stray (PTS)

So at least we rehomed 4/6 cats. So we haven't failed totally.

PS. I think my second glass of wine is helping too.