I am so sorry about your Goldie. There is nothing anyone can say that really helps. I have been there 3 times now and I still cry at times. Now I have 4 that are all about the same age. I am not so sure that was a smart thing. *smile* But.....congratulations on the 2 new kitties in your life. They sound beautiful. Nothing ever replaces what was lost but the new helps the pain to ease.

Denyce