Thanks Pat, when i think about it all i feel sick in the stomach, i don't know what has happened and i am worried, i know if she needed to be put to sleep , that it is for the best, but one still does not feel good that i had anything to do with it,i just think there she was enjoying the sun,and i may have been the one to take it all away from her, even though i know she probably was suffering, even with the fleas, i just don't feel good about myself at all, silly i know, but that is me. I just feel like a nosey busy body, interfering, and because of me this baby may have lost her life, i know it might have been for the best, but i still feel oh so bad.When i think about it , it just makes me cry.