Oh, Pat...dear lady, I know you wish you hadn't done it. When you were with him for that half hour, you said he was barely conscious, and even had slight seizures during that time.

Better that he was sent to the Bridge with love rather than passing during another massive seizure. That would have been horrible for him and for you, especially if you had found him afterwards at home.

I am sorry for those words...but you did the right and only thing for Christofur.