well another day has gone by another beginning,still have that empty feeling and sick feeling in the pit of my stomach, i guess in time it will go away,it has only been a few days.

Slick, nothing to forgive my dear,for me having the pics are comforting,but i understand how you feel,i posted a nice pic of Ash before he became ill, i prefer to remember him that way, i think i will get it enlarged and put it on the wall.
Slick Ash looks really peaceful in those pics,and to me beautiful.

Slick, Max and Mooshoo and Ash are all together now,it will get easier as time heals our hearts, but for now,let us bring each other comfort .

I go out every morning and sit on the swing couch, which is right beside Ash
s grave, and i think about him,it is helpful to me to do that, he is always within eyesight for me and i like that.

Thanks again to everyone who took the time to stop by and post such wonderful, caring, kind and comforting messages,it really helps such a lot to know there are others out there who understand.