Gayle, I am glad you have the EAP and are looking at the condo...at least you will have a base to work from and make home for a while.

I really feel for you with poor Sasha. At this point in your life, with so much emotion going on, the advice to put your own feelings second to what is best for Sasha is going to be difficult, if not seeming to be downright cruel.

If today is the day that Sasha flies to the Bridge, can one of your parents go with you? Do you have any friends in Sundre? Heck...I can be there in an hour. Let me know.

Maybe there is a vet that would come to the house, whenever the decision is made.

Sasha has had several more years of being loved and doing better because of your devotion to her. Others would have given up on her quite a while ago.

{{{{hugs}}}}